The Entwined Mind Of JessyGee

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 23:59:34 -0500

Lesson#1 of 2012

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 22:24:00 -0500

When you let a man effect your mood,

You have Officially lost yourself.

-Take a step back

-BREATH

-And find YOURSELF before moving forward.

** A valuable lesson i have learned today Xoxo

Jessy

Unfindable

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 22:22:14 -0500

You cant depend on your eyes,

when your imagination is out of focus.

We spend our lives being taught that we will grow up, fall inlove, get married, have children and repeat the process by teaching our own the same things. As we grow up we search for this thing called “love” in all kinds of places. Some find it, others think they have, most settle for what they believe is love, and ALOT never find that true love we all grow to want and need. The unlucky ones found it at some point and lost it. its been said that every soul has a mate. Sometimes i question, or doubt this is true. Its hard to believe, that someday i would meet that one person who i would drop anything for, put before myself, care for more than anything. Ive had my fair share of relationships, but ive never felt those things. Could i just not know what true love is? Or are people suppose to feel unsure as to what love is until they truly find “the one”?? I cant ever let my guard down, for anyone. Could it be that im just not capable of loving? So many things run through my mind all the time… sometimes i feel hopeless. like it wont ever happen and im just waisting my time. Other times i daydream about having that movie romance LOVE that we grow up assuming is how things should happen. Other times i think, what if its right in my face and i just havent seen it?. i love to love … but i would love to be Helplessly head over heels INLOVE already. Having hope should atleast get me by right? (if hope goes out the window… one thing is for sure.. Tequila will always be there for me)

Waiting for prince charming Xoxo

Jessy

1/22/12

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Tue, 24 Jan 2012 22:08:05 -0500

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Tue, 24 Jan 2012 22:01:04 -0500

3 C's

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 21:43:36 -0500

The 3 C’s of life…

Choice, Chance, and Change.

You must make the choice,

to take the chance,

if you want anything to Change!

Tired of the Stress, the broken promises, the lies, the negativity, and everything that was included in this misguided relationship. We spoke of things we had in common, our future goals and dreams. What ever happened to them? Its all so faded into the past that sometimes i doubt if those words were even said from your lips. Things went from rainbows and butterflies to stormy days and snails pretty quick. I wonder why i was so dumb to have let it last so long.. Frustrated that it took such a long time for the light to shine through. But non the less im glad. Better late than never right? Easier said than done.. to let go of someone who has been present in your life for such a long time.. Even harder when the relationship was so controlling, and obsessive. Claims of how they want exactly what you had once spoken of NOW? Will not convince me to go back. Everyone is given an opportunity to prove themselves. Its true no one is perfect, and some may even need more than just one opportunity. Its also true that people NEVER change. I can give the 2nd.. 3rd…4th… no wait 5th chance to have him prove me wrong.. but he never will. So i will take my chances and ChAnGe whats going on, for a better life, better chance to be able and find someone who can treat me like i want… NO… like i DESERVE to be treated. For a better ME!! … for the person i was before he came around. For the REAL ME!

To brighter Days…xoxo

Jessy

Date:1/11/12

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Mon, 23 Jan 2012 19:22:14 -0500

Hmm...

Mon, 19 Dec 2011 02:40:38 -0500

Theres just something about you.

Something that lights up my nights.

Something that cheers me up when im feeling down.

Something i cant explain.

The feeling i get,

Is like the summer rain on my soft skin.

The breath of cool fall air.

The warmth of a crackling fire out on a sandy beach.

Knowing it just might be the right fit.

Perfect fit.

Like cinderellas glass slipper.

You feel just right.

If only it were so simple.

Thu, 29 Sep 2011 13:03:30 -0400

If only it were so simple.

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Tue, 27 Sep 2011 20:27:11 -0400

Rain drops falling on my head.

Mon, 08 Aug 2011 15:15:53 -0400

Rain drops falling on my head.